Procrastination

I have really vivid dreams....which has always created weird situations. For example...I've dreamt that I had a regular conversation where me and a friend made plans for lunch....it was so real I had to call the friend to see if it actually happened. Things like that. This applies to nightmares as well. Which are actually, even worse. Last nite was a prime example.

I'm having a really bad nightmare and it gets to the point where I realize I'm dreaming so I'm trying to wake myself up. As I'm starting to pull myself out of it I think I hear someone moving around outside my bedroom door. Then I see the light turn on through the crakcs. And I see what appears to be a shadow of a man peaking through the cracks. I keep telling myself I'm imagining this and that I need to wake up. And then I hear and see my locked door get shaken as if someone is trying to get in....I try to scream...but I'm so scared I can't....but I keep trying till at the top of my lungs I yell..."help help help". Something about the sound of my own voice screaming finally enables me to move and I grab my cell phone and start to dial 911. After one ring though it hits me that I might have been dreaming...and that I remember locking both locks on the front door....and that there's plenty of evidence of underage drinking and drug use around the apartment that i probably don't want cops to see....so i hang up the phone before it picks up....and proceed to be unable to sleep all night cause I'm not entirely for sure there isn't a homicidal maniac waiting in the next room for me to sleep.

Yep...I'm retarded...and should probably seek thereapy

Current Mood: working
Current Music: Avril Lavigne's new cd

Is there some type of disease where u regular suffer from the inability to sleep? Cause i have it....definitely! I think it's probably brought on by the tons of thoughts and concerns floating in my head and weighing on my heart...so I guess I'll let it all out so I can actually catch some zzzz's.

Parents:
Alright...everyone fights with their parents...and gets over it...and then fights again...and gets over it...and it's all one vicious cycle. I get that. Which is why I understand why everyone thinks eventually my parents and I will make up and fall back into the cycle. But here's the deal. It takes two to tango and sorry...but my dance card is filled.

Love Life:
One phrase keeps coming to mind..."be careful what you wish for, you just might get it". Everyday I feel like me and the boy are getting closer and closer to something...i'm not entirely for sure what that something is but it feels like it could be good. But I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop....I keep waiting for him to fuck up....I literally look for reasons to be mad at him...but I can't seem to find any ones that are worthwhile....so then I expect myself to run away (typical behavior for me)and everytime I get ready to I somehow wind up back in his arms.....uggg...i know i should just relax and let nature take it's course...and god forbid actually be happy.....but ...well...no buts...i need to check my insanity at the door and act like a normal human being for a change. (Such a scary thought)

Finances:
I have none.

Computer:
Posessed by satan. I need an exorcism.

Politics:
Look...we all know I'm liberal...extrememly liberal...but I fully recognize that not everyone else is (i think you're wrong..but hey...to each their own). That being sad, for once in my life (as far as I'm aware of) I'm being closed minded and discriminatory and prejudiced. The direction of my hatred...Bush and Bush supporters. I don't care about your reasons or justifications or whatever else helps you look yourself in the face in the morning. If you are George W. Bush or a supporter of Bush...I want to throw things at you. I think you are a ignorant selfish bastard who should have the sense smacked back into you. If you are someone who plans on voting for Nader, I applaude you for being informed enough to at least know who that guy is...but then I reach back and bitch slap you cause a vote for Nader is a vote for Bush and all of my feelings about Bush supporters can be applied to Nader supporters as well. Now is not the time to get holier than thou about the importance of a third party and voting your conscious. Bush and his regime are destroying America and must be stopped. You're either part of the solution or you're part of the problem. So, what should you do if you support Bush but don't want to incur my wrath. The answer is simple. Don't tell me. I don't want to know. In fact, lie to me. Tell me u voted for Kerry cause I'm gonna be really honest here, I will not only lose respect for you, but I'll begin to seriously question whether or not I knew you well at all. I know this sounds harsh, and extremely intolerant. But...I don't care. Everyone has their key issue. Their hill that they're ready to die on. This is mine.

951 hell:
How the hell r u gonna change my area code from the 909 to the 951. The IE gets no respect! But don't worry. I got nothing but love. IE baby! Better recognize!

Final Thought:
Carpe Diem

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics (ironic huh!)

Alright...since I don't know how it's working I'll give you the short version of life in the world of Tish

General Emotions: Good..i know what's written below seems like drama...but the truth is most of the time i'm pretty content..i'm not letting any of it get me down..it's just stuff that's going on in my life...but not stuff that's controlling my life

Fourth of July Weekend (a.k.a. hell on earth)
Finally submitted to the family reunion weekend in Chicago...only to fight with the parents and hop on a flight back to LA before the holiday...and without telling them....haven't talked to them since...don't know if I will...will go into detail later

Attempts at Sobriety
Me and Meredith are sober buddies are trying to stay sober cause..well...we're broke and we're behind in homework..and there was this show on oprah...and our livers are actually sore...so far...24 hours and counting! oh..and we're trying to stay away from all substances...not just alcohol..so if i randomly call you for no reason and yabber on about nothing...it's cause i'm trying to avoid the temptation to go party it up that basically surrounds my life

Boys:
I've avoided talking about this ..cause..well...I don't know how I feel about it...but basically i'm going against every instinct in my body and giving a guy who doesn't deserve it a chance to be in my life...and so far i haven't been disappointed...at times i've been pretty happy....but you know that feeling when ur waiting for the other shoe to drop? yeah...filled with it right now...and you know what tish does when she starts to feel emotions she doesn't know how to deal with..that's right..i run away!! shut down completely....and part of me is like...the real test is if you go and talk to him about it...but part of me is like...that puts you way out there...and it's the perfect setup for a fall...grr...biting nails....

LSAT Prep:
Next diagnostic is on the 17th...we'll see if the score improves!

Friends:
Honestly...what makes me happiest is knowing that my friends are doing so well..falling for great guys...or getting rid of bad ones...or getting cool jobs...basically just having things good for them....it really does warm my heart cause the thing i want most in life is for the ppl I care about to be happy

Work:
Boss just gave me a weird look...which means i should take my bare feet off the desk and stop looking at midget porn online....ttyl!

Current Mood: working
Current Music: 8675309 (what can i say..i love 80's music)

the last 3 freaking times i've gone through the effort of writing and informative and slightly amusing entry i've been told (after i click post) that the site was read-only while maintence is being done...so here's a test to see if it's working (and a mini explanation on the lack of updates)

Warning..it's kinda long! (i'm at work right now..which means..PLENTY OF FREE TIME!!!

MONDAY:

Meredith, Andrew and I went to the House of Blues on Sunset to check out a free show by a guy who used to stalk both of us....(seriously...we met him once...and he called damn near everyday for over 2 months...leaving long messages describing shit that was going on in his life)..i knew we probably shouldn't have went..but meredith is only 19 and has never been to sunset..or the house of blues...and was psyched to go....well...the show was suppose to start at 7......around 9pm we asked the stalker what was up (he was obviously on coke or something...definitely under the influence).....and he's all "i should go find my bandmates"......it took all of my will to wait any longer ..but as i said..meredith and andrew were pretty psyched to see a show and since we're all broke we couldn't turn down a free show....so finally the curtains open...and the stage is a mess....and this weird john mayer wannabe precedes to sing a horrible song that's way too long while making weird faces and movements.....look...i hate being harsh on musicians...i totally respect the craft and love to see non-mainstream shit....that said though...some people should be musicians for a living and some people should keep it in the shower....i'm a shower gal...so was this guy...only he didn't know it....he was so bad that even meredith and andrew hightailed it out of there.....and where did we go? the best place on sunset..the hustler store!!! poor andrew....he had to deal with me and meredith analyzing the dildo's and vibrator's...and look at cute underwear.....though...he did perk up when we mentioned buying a porn and using it for a drinking game...

TUESDAY:

Tuesday was the day I left a drunken entry on this page....i can't believe i was able to type...after prepartying at my place (with claire, dan, meredith, and jill)..which was fun..cause dan was like...pulling substances out of his top hat (not literally a top hat...but tasty none the less)...anyways..we headed to the 9/0...danced up a storm....and then did the stupidest thing ever (which considering it's the 9/0 says a lot)...we decided to smoke weed at the 9/0...which really isn't unnormal...it's the only bar in los angeles with indoor smoking of all kinds....but are drunk asses thought it would secretive to get in a huddle ( a literal football huddle) and pass it around....can you say OBVIOUS!!! oh well..it was cool...no troubles and I made it home and was up in time for class the next day

WEDNESDAY:

I went to the standard downtown...I've never been there before...suppose to be pretty swanky...me, jill, krista, and dylan...we get there and they're not letting ppl in cause it's too crowded upstairs...well...jill and I know how to work our shit...we see that the bouncer is male...and well...all four of us got upstairs...upstairs was pretty nice..i liked the vibe..it's on the roof so it overlooks the city...which is an awesome view...and while there is a small dance floor..most of the place is devoted to lounging and talking to people...which is what i love to do..meet new folks....one of the bartenders was a guy from road rules...which was weird...but they're regular ppl so i guess i shouldn't be too suprised...except for the fact that he was on like..season 1 or 2 of road rules...and i would assume that he would have better things to do with his time then bartend...but a job so who am i to hate...


anyways...this guy roman starts to hit on me and buy me and jill drinks...and thus..the dilemma...i'm broke...so i like when ppl buy me drinks....and i have no problem engaging in conversation over such drink...in fact...if you're interesting we can talk all night.....however....i'm not into one night stands (..well...usually...*wink *wink) and i always hesitate to accept drinks cause i don't want to give the wrong idea....but....as dylan put it (and i like..never ever agree with anything dylan says) "hey..he's gonna buy a drink for someone tonite...why not you?" so i accepted it...and man...was this guy trying to be smooth...he made it a point to flash his wad of 50's and i was like..dude...i'm not that slutty that 50's will make me sleep with you...get some hundreds and maybe we can talk....anyways it was fun times all around...until both this guy and the bouncer started calling me everyday (beginning at 2am that nite when the bar closed)..and i'm like ..look...call once...not that nite...but once...and give me a chance to respond...but if you call me everyday my stalker alarm goes off and i think ur a desperate hack who needs counseling...

THURSDAY:

Me and meredith decide it will be fun to split a handle of rum...this is not a good idea...do not try this at home...all i remember is drinking at her pad and dancing around and lip syncing (sound of music, grease, waiting for tonite by J.Lo)...and the next thing I know i wake up at a friend's pad on 30th at 4am.....definitely not doing that again...can we say hangover!

FRIDAY:

after recovering from the hangover i head to krista's to drink some more and hit the jaccuzzi...and then drink some more...and drink...and drink....and pass out...in an unsual place...more on that later

SATURDAY:
Dress shopping for the big bro's wedding...i'm gonna be a flower gal...got to see my neice...who really is the cutest thing in the world...i can't believe i love someone this much!! Got back in LA to head to Toshi's (over in the valley) with some ppl..Toshi's is this great Japanese place where we go saki bombing...good thing i wasn't driving ..lost track after 10 saki bombs.....there's food there too and from what i hear it's pretty tasty....got back and did more drinking....

SUNDAY:

Went with the ladies and saw the Notebook....cried like a little kid who spilled her ice cream cone...i really liked the movie...it definitely keeps from being cheesy and stays romantic...and smart...there's some witty comments in there...the acting is great...ryan gosling and rachel mcadams make the characters come alive!...and james garner...well....i rarely cry in movies...and was doing a good job...until this scence he does...i won't ruin the movie...but anyone with a heart is going to be emotional by the end of the film..he deserves an oscar....definitely....

Caught up with Jeanne..who I LOVE...and then....had a serious talk with an ex-friend...who may one day become a friend again...which was weird cause i definitely considered this kid someone who was completely out of my life....i may be making a mistake..again....but...time will tell....definitely got my guard up though!!

MONDAY:

went to the BET Awards pre-party...tons of fun...looked extra hot in the new heels...though my feet we're hating me by the end of the nite


Well...that's long enough...now you're all caught up and i have like...a half-hour left at work so i guess i'll attempt to do something productive.....ooohh...online tetris!!!

=)

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: these are a few of my favorite things!!

Long time no write...sorry!!

Alright...where did I leave off last time? Beachhouse! MAJOR FUN!! went up thursday...narrowly avoided a ticket on the way up...not only was I speeding..i didn't have my registration or the new tags...my mom sent them to me in an envelope..that never quite made it from my desk to my car....don't worry though...i instantly began to act as blonde as possible (for all of the blonde homies reading this...get over being insulted...it's just a joke!)...but i turned up the stupid girl act who knows nothing about cars....i know as a strong independent female i shouldn't rely on the short shorts I was wearing and seeming helpless to get my way...but damnit..i'm broke..i can't afford no damn ticket...and if the cop is going to be gullible enough...well...i'm going to exploit it...i swear i'll make up for it in pro-bono work later in life.....anyways....once we there me and the ladies got plastered while watching mary poppins (a spoon full of sugar really does help the medicine go down)and had an awesome time...we woke up on Friday morning and couldn't remember whether or not we watched Sound of Music...I've never seen it before and we were suppose to watch it...we checked the DVD player and sure enough..there it was....I couldn't remember it of course so we decided to watch it again...who cares if it's 9am and we're still slightly drunk...we'll just keep drinking to prevent the hangover...so...9am on Friday...breakfast of vodka and doritos...and Sound of Music

I've never seen Sound of Music before this and I LOVED it....musicals are like..my favorite thing ever...so I guess I shouldn't be suprised...but there was so much about the movie I didn't know that I already knew...most of the songs I've heard or sung before (Do Re Me for example) or that the goodnight song used in family guy was used here...the whole movie I was like..."i didn't know that this song was in here"...and yes..it was annoying to hear me keep saying that and more than one pillow was thrown my way....

After the movie we hit the beach where I attempted to boogie board (as a warmup to surfing) turns out...i'm not a good swimmer...and when i'm drunk...i basically do an artful version of drowning...this surfing thing may not happen any time so...i need to build a thing called upper body strength..

Friday nite tons of friends came up to chill..and well...drunken wildness ensued....complete with skinny dipping...twice...and me on the roof of a car...the scene in the morning was unreal....unimaginable amounts of bottles and spilled food (compliments of me...no big suprise there!)

Next week was...well...class/work/and socializing at the usual haunts.....oh wait..it wasn't so usual...it was actually quite different...but this entry is already super long so check back soon!!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: do a deer a female deer...ray a drop of golden sun

Let me start this by saying I'm drunk...well....i'm under the influence of more than one substance ( 3 to be exact...prize to whoever guesses correctly!!) which means.....I"M FUCKED UP...alright...that said

From Thursday Nite to Saturday I had the best time ever at Skipper's beach house...details to follow...but i'm drunk right now...and recapping the beachhouse is well..difficult

The point is...it's Tuesday....and...i received a weird phone call. ..but it as good...i'm durnk'


bye

I made steak for dinner tonite...terribly fucking good. I may not be the best cook in the world...but it turns out I have a knack for steak and salmon...I'm gonna attempt catfish this week too. I"m not for sure how to cook it though. I normally have it deep fried...but that doesn't really go with my diet...so...we'll see!

Satan is alive and thriving in my computer. The internet keeps randomly crashing... I wrote this detailed and slightly amusing account of my latest nightlife escapades...only to have it crash when I clicked on the post button. Don't worry...I'll write it again...but more pressing things are happening.

Tomorrow at 10am I take the diagnostic LSAT. I turned down an invite to go out tonite so that I could be mentally able to take the test. To say I'm freaked out would be an understatement. This single test is going to determine so much for me...and based on my poor GPA performance...it will be crucial in what law school I get into. I know it's just the diagnostic and not the actual test...but what if I do horribly bad? Getting a sugar daddy is looking better and better.

BTW...I know everyone thinks getting a sugar daddy is slutty or whorish...or just plain immoral...but is it really? I mean...whenever you sleep with someone aren't you looking for something in return? Be it physical gratification, companionship, revenge on an ex, or whatever....everyone uses sex to fulfill a need. Why are materials needs so bad? What's right and wrong, good or bad, is all relative and forever evolving. What was acceptable a century ago isn't now. What do you think?

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Call Me by Blondie

Pretty uneventful day..besides a mixup at the two jobs...but it all worked out okay.

Didn't watch the Laker game....mainly cause I hate them...and also cause whenever I don't seem to watch the other team does better...which means I won't be watching the next game..so that the Pistons can continue to spank the Lakers.

Started to watch the MTV Movie Awards...who knew that Lindsay Lohan had some black in her...did u see her dancing? Not too shabby. Shake that thang girl! BTW...I don't give a shit if her boobs are real or fake...she's hot...and she's not stupid like Hillary Duff.

Went out with Krystin last nite...got to party with some cool people in the VIP room of house of blues. Flirted with 3 bouncers...who will hopefully remember me next time I'm there....AND had a bouncer smoke me out on the front patio. I LOVE Los Angeles. I LOVE being a girl.

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Freak-a-leak by Petey Pablo

Wednesday Nite I was driving back from a graduation in Corona and decided to take the 60 Freeway home. From those of you unfamilar with the area, I had the option of like...3 different freeways. There was the 91 Freeway or as I like to call it, Suicidal Drive (that thing has so much damn traffic you can literally see the life being sucked out of the drivers). There was the 10 Freeway...which usually doesn't get traffic till I get close to Los Angeles...but it's popular enough to make it a guessing game everytime you get on. Then there was the 60 Freeway...unfamiliar to anyone unless your from the IE/ 909....and hardly ever full of traffic. That is..until Wednesday night.

There I am...cruising along the freeway...listening to Jonny Lang's new album (cop that shit people...it's good)when all of a sudden the freeway comes to a dead stop. No movement. At all. We're in Hacienda Heights...right next to the motel 6. We sit for so long that I actually turn off my car. There's a crap load of police cars wizzing by and about 3 helicopters in the air so I figured there must have been a major accident. I turn on the radio to see what happens and it turns out that there was a shootout at the Motel 6. A deputy sheriff was critically injured..one suspect was dead...but the other suspect was still "at large". At this point I decided to double check the lock on my doors. I was on the freeway for...or...say....three hours...before it opened up again. The time would have just been boring...except for the period when the police started walking up and down the lanes and checking cars for this gun-crazy nut....and the time when the cop car pulled up alongside mine and started flashing his lights in the bushes. I wasn't really for sure what to do in that situation. Cause if there was a shootout I would definitely be in the crossfire. So i let my seat back just in case I needed to duck.

I finally got home at like..2 am....which really is all that late for someone like me...but when you've been sitting in a car doing nothing for hours...the boredom does something to your mind and I literally passed the fuck out....until the lawnmower people came at like...5:30 am....at first I thought it was an earthquake...and I was so dioriented I went and stood in the doorway...until I realized what the fuck was going on....I've decided to start a new rule that everyone in the world must follow....nothing starts before 10am...no jobs, no stores, no lawnmowers...just...sleep in...and don't make noise till after 10am....

Current Music: Save Yourself by Jonny Lang

If you happened to read the last entry about an hour ago. But it changed. Why? Cause I realized that anybody who lists me as their friend will show the latest entry on the livejournal page and thus their other friends could read it. Why is this a problem? Well, the original passage included some info I didn't want to get back to a certain person, whose a friend of a friend of a friend who lists me as a friend and thus, shows the entry on their website. (Is that confusing? What I mean is, my entry is seen on Friend A's page which Friend B can read and relay to Friend C, whom I don't want to know about my business). THE WORLD IS TOO DAMN SMALL!! Having friends who are mutual friends with people is a pain in my ass. I have to constantly worry that what I say (or in this case write) will make its way down the chain and get heard by the wrong person. It's not like anything is a secret (anyone who knows me knows that I tend to be honest and blunt to a fault) its just that its better if some people don't hear certain things. Uggg...I don't know if any of this makes since. But I'm definitely remembering why I'm over meeting new 'SC people...cause invariably they always know someone I know and then I have to play this game where you're careful what you say around Friend A cause it might get back to Friend B. (btw...none of this involves me talking shit...i talk shit straight to your face...no need to hide this...it's more like...discussing a crush...yeah...that's the best example)


Anyways...back to work

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson (yes..i'm a sappy pop whore)

Last night was suppose to be uber-cool (standard downtown...vip room with DMX) but instead it turned into a flashback of junior high...and I couldn't have been happier!

Once my best-laid plans fell apart I accepted an invitation from a co-worker/friend of mine to go watch a movie at his place and have a couple of cocktails. it was great cause i got to hang out with ppl i don't see nearly enough...i finally left at 2am cause I had to be at work by 9 (needed to be up by 7:30 if I was going to pack a lunch)...when Kristen called and I ended up at her place for a little before-bed smokeout...which turned into a screening of Dazed and Confused...which meant Tish didn't get home till after 5am! (work right now is not too pretty!).

Dazed and Confused by the way, is fucking hysterical! I've never seen it before and it was great! How many pre-superstars are in that film. My favorite of course is Mattew McCoughnahey (yeah...i spelled that wrong..sue me)....it seems he's been eternally hot....it's also a really great movie to watch while stoned.

Tonite I'm suppose to hit up La Barca happy hour (mexican restaurant with $2 margaritas and tequila shots) as well as the 9 hole...cutie is suppose to be there too....we'll see what happens....*wink *wink

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Entire Dazed and Confused Soundtrack

So...it's 3:45am and I'm still awake...y? cause i'm having a bout of insomnia. lucky for you cause that means i'm actually writing in my livejournal for a change!!!

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This past week I've been extremely fucked up. Every night I would get wasted (drunk and stoned) and atttempt to unpack...but really just goof off....btw...my pal Meredith is a bad influence....we bought half and eighth and were smoking...and finished the entire bag.....there was just the two of us....here's how a conversation went that night

Meredith (sounding super excited) "Tish smoke some more!"
Tish (struggling to open her eyes) "I'm soooo fucked up right now"
Meredith (with a sick smile on her face) " No your not"
Tish "Yes I am"
Meredith(shoving the pipe in my hands) "No your faking"
Tish (barely able to lift the pipe) " I can't function"
Meredith : "smoke!!"
Tish " okay" inhales and proceeds to pass out
A few moments later...Meredith smacks me..tells me to watch this part of Family Guy...and that it's my turn for another hit

Evil Meredith...evil..evil...evil.....I knew there was a reason I was friends with you!!!

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Saturday night I went to a party where I was one of 4 straight people...and I had the time of my life!!!!!! But when I woke up the next day I found myself asking a few questions.
1.) Where the fuck am I? Oh wait..new apartment..still not use to it?
2.) Who the fuck is in my bed? Oh wait...Sarissa came out to visit...forgot.
3.) Did I imagine that bar? Or was there really 6 bottles of smirnoff, 2 bottles of Popov, 2 bottles of Pucker, 2 Bottles of Grey Goose, Tequila, Rum, Sky Vodka, and any mixer you can imagine. Did I die and go to heaven?
4.)Why are homosexuals so much fun!!! We danced...we groped...we bitched about Bush.....I attempt to covert....which brings me to an interesting predicament...this one guy (who may indeed be my soul mate) makes it a point to tell me (after some intense flirting) that he's bisexual.....I've never hooked up with a bisexual guy before....does it really matter? (Seriously...i'm totally ambivalent on the issue....respond!)
5.) Why can't a hot gay guy do me from behind and just pretend I don't have breasts? I mean...seriously...some of these guys are SOOOO hot....grow some imagination!!

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Sunday was a busy day...I watched a 7 hour miniseries and two movies...i visited with an old friend...and was prepared to go to bed early and wake up and be productive when 11pm hit...what happened at 11pm....i realized that it was June 6th and that i needed to complete traffic school by June 7th if I was going to avoid a point on my license and increased insurance. I immediately hopped on the web and looked up the preapproved online traffic schools. First two sites said I had to be done at least 5 days before the due date if I was to have the certificate delievered ontime. But, just when I was about to start smacking myself I found a site that offered same day processing as long as I finished by 12pm...SWEET!!! and it would only cost me $125 dollars....wait...WHAT! goddamnit!!! regular traffic school is only $25 bucks...and I'm already in debt....at this point I began smacking myself...and then...some inner voice (or higher being) told me to check the next site on the list...and lo and behold they also offer same day delievery...but for the low, low, cost of $25 bucks! The course itself was a breeze. Finished the whole thing in an hour....man I love the internet!

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Alright...I'm going to attempt to catch some zzzz's..TTYL!! Leave a comment!!1

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: My December (Reanimation version) by Linkin Park

So...for those of you who were in the know..i had another live journal..which i wrote in usually when i was fucked up ...which means it was a real glimpse into my sad, twisted, mind. For those of you who never saw the old journal..well...sucks for you...you may actually think i'm not insane....sweet!

Anyways, I decided to start a new one...mainly because the other one was so old that I don't even remember the person who wrote in it. So...here we go!!

What's new with Tish?
Um...well....not much....moved into a new place....getting ready to kick off what should be a wild summer....all in all...feeling pretty good...also feeling pretty sad....i mean...after this year i'll either be in law school or be a working stiff...i'm starting to feel old...and i'm starting to miss my younger more carefree days....but ...all good things must come to an end...and even tish must grow up at some point...

I swear there's more to write...but nothing comes to mind...promise to put interesting stuff in her soon....well...i'll put in stuff...who knows if it'll be interesting! =)